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On a rainy day, at Azhagappapuram, more than four decades ago, my friends and I played
various water games to our heart's content. As it was a Saturday, we were at
liberty to spend the whole day the way we pleased. Later
in the evening, after
taking a warm shower and changing into dry clothes, I ate
dinner and went to
sleep straight because of exhaustion. While in deep
slumber, I had a strange
dream.
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In my dream, Yeman, the lord of death, with a glittering crown on his head and
carrying a rope lasso, came to me riding a fierce black buffalo. He said, "OK,
Vensuslaus, your time is up here in this world. You are now in line to come to
mine, Yemalogam, very soon - in a week's time, to be precise. Be ready.
I shall come again to take you." I was rattled.
I implored, "My lord, I am a little boy. I have to go to school, pray, play with my
friends, go for swimming in the bunds here in this village and so on. Besides,
I'll miss my parents, friends and relations. Please spare me so I fulfill my
obligations in this world. There are many others who have lived up their lives
and want to quit. If you wish you could pick one from them, please."
Yemenrebuffed my entreaties, "Sorry, young man, true it's too soon for you to be
taken away to my world depriving you of the roses and raptures of life here. But
then that's the natural order; it's all predisposed. No one could do anything
about it." After saying these words with a sort of finality, Yeman rode away
into void.
All of a sudden I woke up sweating. Sitting in the bed I kept staring at the darkness a
long time. Since I saw the dream in the wee hours, the words said had
registered in memory indelibly. I dozed off again making up my mind to speak to
my parents about it. After being up in the morning, I duly recounted the dream
to my parents, who had a hearty laugh. At our home, no one believes in dreams,
demons, superstitions and any such false notions. We don't read much into
these. Yet, this particular dream kept playing on my mind. I had decided to be
a bit more careful in my routine activities and cut down on risky businesses.
A week later, I had gone to Nagercoil riding a bicycle on some important work. After
finishing my work, I started returning home. After passing the Kottar police
station, my bicycle gathered speed on the downward slope. I did not curb the
pace as the sky was overcast and it looked as though it would rain anytime. I
wanted to reach home before the rain came down. I had already overtaken many
vehicles. After again riding past a hand-pulled cart, I was faced with an
onrushing Plymouth car with great speed. Surely, it was Yeman in the form of a Plymouth car head-on,
I surmised! I had no time to apply brake and stop my bike as the incoming car would have
easily knocked down and run over me. The driver of the Plymouth slammed brakes
suddenly with all his might. But the momentum of his car was such that I was
going to be hit fatally anyway. I was snared.
Incredibly, I had the presence of mind to jump and dive to my left out of the harm's way in
a fraction of a second. Since the spot I landed had been littered with cast away
stalks of plantain trees, dried and discarded lotus leaves, bare banana bunches,
cow dung, etc., the impact of the dive was absorbed and I escaped with minor
bruises. From the place where I lay sprawled I saw with dismay the mangled
remains of my bike. Soon I was up and about, with passersby lending me a helping
hand.
In my as well as the bystanders' opinion, I had had a miraculous escape. It could have
been mortal then and there. I had prevailed over a gandam (Yemagandam?)
Although four decades have passed since I saw the strange dream, Yeman's words
have not come to fruition. On the contrary, I am going big guns, barring a few
close calls, including the one narrated above. Have I proved a tough nut for
Yeman to crack, or has some invisible force been protecting me from the
noose of Yeman? I can't say what.
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